"Hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable."
― L. Frank Baum, The Wonderful Wizard of Oz

Friday, June 13, 2014

Day 37

Okay, it is officially CD 37.  My basal temp (which I don't do often anymore, but have this week) was 99.1F this morning, with previous numbers being 98.8 and 98.9F in the last couple of mornings.   I don't usually go this high unless I am truly pregnant.  Or have a virus, in which case, I usually go higher.  With my thyroid replacement, my bbt's ae usually in the low to mid 97F range. 

I haven't taken a hpt in two days.  Maybe tomorrow or Sunday morning.  I don't want to be disappointed. 

My areolas are darker than normal, too.  

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Waiting not so patiently

My current cycle has been almost 5 weeks long - so far.  Today is CD 35.   

My thoughts so far:

1) I didn't ovulate at the time I thought I did.  (CD 18)

2) I didn't ovulate at all. 

3) Maybe actually pregnant but no positive pregnancy test yet. (Have only taken the one, at 3 am this morning.  Not even a so-called evap line. I've never gotten an evap line in my life.  The one time I thought I did, it turns out I was technically pregnant.) 

4) Another chemical pregnancy?  Despite the lack of a positive test.

I am getting old.  I don't know if I can really achieve another pregnancy or if it will be successful.

I am not so patient.  Seriously, if my period is going to come, it should come already!


Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Chemical Pregnancy in March/April

So faint positive pregnancy tests at the very beginning of April, and then horrible cramps, but very abreviated period.  Took another pregnancy test.  Solid positive.   Went in for bHCG at what would have been five weeks.  35.4.  Too low, but officially pregnant.  Went in two days later.  It went up a whole 4 tenths of a point to 35.9.

It was a chemical pregnancy. Which means a very early miscarriage.  Probably is was chromosomal or it couldn't implant correctly.