Cycle Day 41. . .

All I want to do is get pregnant and then have a relatively healthy baby. Is that so hard?

Apparently so.

I am STILL on my fourth cycle of trying to conceive since my miscarriage in December. For three cycles, I ovulated around day 18 of my cycle. I had a really long (20 day) luteal phase in February, during which I was very hopeful. This cycle, I THINK I ovulated on day 23 of my cycle, which makes me 18 dpo today. BFN on FRER this morning on SMU. No sign at all of my period. My husband is now actually more hopeful than me that I could be pregnant, because he thinks getting to Day 41 without a period showing is way too long. . . and he, who is usually a doubting medical professional, admitted that sometimes it takes a long time for the hormones to show up in some women. So maybe there is still a chance. In the meantime, I've been having lightheadedness off and on for a number of days now.

I am getting a little frustrated. . . I either want to know I am pregnant or to get my period so that we can move on a try again. I would rather find out that I am pregnant, of course.